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where we are headed now

So I manage to get to this blog on really sporadic rate right now. Mostly because I used to write this blog because it was one of the ways that I fought off the boredom of having a job I couldn't stand and wasn't really taking me anywhere in life. I've come a long way from there and sometimes I want to stop and think about what I went through and how now I am a much stronger person than I was before. I constantly try to make each day count now, I see even more horrific things on the news everyday and it makes me feel that I'm really lucky that I am pretty well insulated from it. I wonder what it would be like if I wasn't and I was stuck in some place where barbaric things are commonplace. More and more each day I feel like every second I have is a gift and that I should not squander it away doing mundane bullshit that doesn't push me any closer to my goals. I've learned to be much more productive, even though I still have a ways to go when it comes to cont...

Sporadic Life Update

Things are going well. School is kicking my ass, BJJ is kicking my ass but I'm making progress in a lot of different areas of my life. Finding motivation has been more difficult than ever and things can really become a grind sometimes. I have a lot of people helping me out which is really nice and I have a job where people treat me with a lot of respect. I'm eating better than I ever have in my life and I'm starting to see how it affects my body and I'm actually somewhat happy with the way I look. Even though this semester has been a total clusterfuck, I am just keeping faith that things will work out the way they always do.