This blog is something that I wish I would start to update more, when it comes to doing anything that requires my brain to operate at capacity I usually try to use that energy to get some schoolwork done. Summer is over, fall is in full swing, and pretty soon it will be pretty damn cold outside. I have always liked the changing of summer to fall, even though I am in love with summertime and hate when it is over. Things have been up in the air in a lot of places, but I have been trying hard to keep a positive outlook lately. I now know that I cannot bear the weight of the world on my shoulders alone, and that I have to focus on things that make me happy and not let how shitty things can be make me feel horrible anymore. I have cut back even more on drinking, which really makes me feel really good. I can actually function completely normally at this point when I'm stoned, which is the only thing really that calms me enough to think clearly when I am upset. This also helps me relax wh...
Good God, Orwell was right