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nose to the grindstone

So I have been hard at work, going back to Jiu Jitsu and working on getting my knee back in shape to get back to Judo practice by the next month or two. I have also drastically cut back how much I have been drinking and keeping up with schoolwork.

I completely forgot how much I loved going to school, I hated it when I was younger but I have come to appreciate it much more than ever. I always thought it was useless and boring but have come to the realization that you don't really start to learn shit until you get into college. Everything they teach you prior to that is usually watered down and sometimes utterly wrong. I have really noticed since I am taking American history and American government classes that what you learned about in school concerning the development of our country are mostly romanticized versions of what actually happened.

I'm also learning a lot about how economics and industry have such an enormous impact on society. How things changed after the Industrial Revolution and all of that jazz. Anyway it is fun to have something stimulating to look forward to when I wake up now. I really didn't realize how much I despised working at jobs that were mindless and unrewarding. I am going to take advantage of it this time, as rough as it's going to be.

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